Hidden Letter

Dear Jin,

I don't know if these words would get to you, but if you are reading this, i must have already long gone. I told you before i want to have a life with you together in the city. While you study in the best university in the country, i would work in a convenient store, or as waitress in a restaurant. We would live together. I would learn to cook your favorite dishes that i so suck at. When you work hard in busy schedules, i would wait for you to come home no matter how late it would be. Sorry that i did what i did to you. Sorry that i have betrayed you. I broke your heart. Nothing i could say to explain to you how much i wanted us to live a life together, till we are getting older and older until the end of time, i still do, always do. But i was not able to go with you. I knew i had to leave soon. So soon, so much sooner. Deep down i really don't want you to find this letter. I don't want to break your heart for the second time. I don't know why i'm writing this letter. I will hide and lock this letter up forever in a hidden place that no one could ever find. Everything would be forgotten, along with me, after I have left this world. You must be working hard right now as a freshman in the university, I wish you achieve your dream, I know you can make it, find a much, much happier life.

Sorry. I love you.

Rina

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