Stay here with me

Jumping pass the lake

The security guard shot her a look as she tried to force open the electrically locked glass door, half standing up the guard motioned the lady to use her access card, two fingers drawing an invisible box shape. As if that was the first day she started living in that apartment, she suddenly realized she has to flash the access card to the small black device at the wall to open the glass door. So she rummaged through her belonging in her small handbag - a Louis Vuitton hand bag, a common design with it's distinguishable two alphabets. It took her almost a minute to look for the card, security was watching her all this time, surprise look on his face, he was trying to tell the lady something but she was clumsily busy. She was in a tight blue mini dress showing off all her nice lines, 5 feet 7 after high heels, blonde hair with gentle waves serving as a decorative curtain to her bare back down to waist. In this time of the night, lots of flashy and expensive cars drove pass the drive w...

Finger raised, my friend pointed to a spot far behind me, near to a small no-man island. "Let's dock there." She said lazily, puffing a smoke after that, her eyes squinted a little bit in the millions of blinding sparks reflected from the sea water under the tropical sun shine. For a while, i searched in the blue horizon over my shoulder, just to make sure i got the right direction, then i turned the tiller to make an u-turn towards the direction. Then there was silence, while in between, she puffed a few smokes, seems to enjoy cutting through the warm breeze. Her hair was still wet from last dive a few minutes ago, her dark grey wet suit shine a little under the sun, still showing hints of drench. Only noise of the motor propeller could be heard and the artificial waves that were left behind by our small boat, and the wind we ran into. "You know, i think you are very weird..", my friend started, after a few minutes of silence, continued our conversation topic b...

No lights on, the candle has exhausted, so as my soul. Looking at the flashing tv screen, the subtitles came on in succession, no pictures or words registered to me.The white walls flicked following the tv screen, sound has transformed itself into incomprehensible noise before reaching hearing senses. Nothing matter anymore. So just let the layer of time overlap on each other, burying the inner sorrow deep down. Layers over layers, knot tied onto another dead knot, to the point of no return. Someone flip on the light, or throw me a thunderstorm. Till then the only thing i could do is sitting there for another half century of solitude.

Those fond memories we have, i shared. Those moments we cherished, i deeply felt. Those that you told me, i remember in vivid. Now that you're gone, vanished into the thin air of a crumpling world, all that i can do is to sit here and wait for the World ends, all by myself, in loneliness and quietness.

Full of structural nonsense, he can't produce a thing even he tried damn hard at it. Break free. Leave everything behind then everything will be fine.

People said i like to dream, but i think i enjoy contemplating on sadness.

As i looked down from the 18th floor balcony, i saw another self climbing up the handrail and jumped out from the building, fell all the way down to the ground. Body contacted solid ground that we call the Earth, in split second. I watched myself died almost instantly. Stop dead. Not blood could be seen, i was just lying there lifeless.

Sky started snowing, marked the returning of Swiss Clone. The place remains empty covering with thick snow that looks unreal in this made-up reality. Snow keep falling, swiss clone is nowhere to be seen and then, where is my physical self?

As we parted and each walked into jungle of crowd, i fell into my day's low. I didn't look back, i guessed she didn't too. I don't like her as a woman but only as a friend. How could i be so sad at the moment? I think i just need a company for the incoming dusk.

Heard this on radio, supposed to be funny if listen. Imagine the conversation with Malaysian Slang. Speaker1: Sigh, why my bank account always empty ar?! Now it's only tenth of the month! Speaker2: Dude, you know what is personal budgeting or not?? Speaker1: Is it something to do with the budgeting from the government parliment ar?? Speaker2: Nolah! with personal budgeting you can cut a lot of useless expenses. After that, you can even buy house, or condo and car and you still have money to last until end of the month! Speaker1: Ohh, like that ar.. so good ar personal budgeting.. Speaker2: Yalah. Speaker1: Eh, do you have 5 ringgit to borrow me ar? Speaker2: Errrrr......... i got no money lah.. Speaker1 & 2: Hahahhahahahahahhahah!!!!

Orange is good. But then it's not good when you have an ulcer in your mouth. It causes pain.

What does that mean? one of my ex-school friend asked. She doesn't talk to me that much, so she directed the question to another of my closer friend. Nothing very important i replied, i just like the sound of it. Fly my car.

I want to stand in the middle of a great vast green land. Arms wide open, waiting for the approaching tornado to take me away.

Hotel is a strange place. People come and go. Some stay for a day, some stay for weeks or even months. If you stay in a hotel for a long period of time, you might find some part of you attach to it, but not sure what it is. Just as you move out from the hotel and when the next person come in, there won't be anything left, including that part of yours that are left behind. It's just like some one secretly come into you and press a button to reset everything back to its original state. Things and memory will be flushed into void. If you left something, you lose it forever.

I sat on the park bench for an hour, blue sky turned dark blue. Lights from the street lamps were getting more glaring. Airplane climbs higher in the sky above me, some were near, some were far and some were higher. I tried to understand the fascination of watching an airplane takes off. It runs with a controlled speed on the runway, fast enough to let the moving air lifts the airplane wings, physic. Pilot will tile the airplane nose up by making the back portion of the wings pointing upward. With the high velocity air travelling aerodynamically through the newly formed shape of the wings, the plane needs to tile up and climb. Physic. I do remember i once loved to watch airplane take off, felt so amazing. I guess it was because of shear size of the objects that could fly that fascinated me. Nothing of such attract me now. I used to like seeing buses too, i thought it's so mighty to see the size of the vehicle, in compare to its personal car counterparts. I would once be amazed if i...

"Angus beef with onion..", i found myself said to the cashier. My voice did not sound like my own voice, it's far away, like talking in a windy and vast plain. "with the combo and ten pieces of nuggets" i continued, raised my voice a bit just to make sure she could hear me. This happen when i stopped talking for more than a few days. That's the thing most people been through when they're working or living oversea alone. However not everyone will have the same problem, not like me. I'm not the kind of person that will go all out to make friends, people usually come to me, else i can't be bothered. Plus, to have someone starts talking to a person like me would be extremely rare. So that left just me not talking for a few days.

I saw the water gushing out from the opening which i guessed it's an entrance to the building, people being flushed out like toy soldiers being flushed down the toilet. Among confusion some people determined to climb the wall to higher ground, toward our observatory. Very soon, the observatory tower where we stood were flocked with refugees. However strange enough, these people who came here didn't look panic, they just came out of nowhere with calm manner, like taking a tour to the city. The water calmed down below as i looked down but there was no sign of any human in the water or anywhere, even dead bodies. Where have they all gone? Then suddenly it shook me to check on my bag pack. It's gone, i just rested the bag pack somewhere on the ground upon running up here, and now someone took my laptop in the bag pack. I couldn't believe it so i checked again. Unmistakenly light, i felt the weight of bag in my arm, it's taken alright. The water has totally calmed down b...

There she goes together with the summer. I'm glad to have her cloned. Do you mind swiss clone? Her copy asked me sincerely, her eye lashes were long and pointy. I have heard of swiss chocolate, but never swiss clone. Anyway i said i don't mind. She gave me a deep and long silent hug. Let's go back, she said.

By the time they arrived, invaded human, inhaled the air and drank the water, they were doomed. For all the most advanced weapon of human have failed, who would have guessed that the tiniest micro-organisms on earth was the factor of human victory. Them, who decided human is the ultimate being to still stay in this world. Our world.