Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

This is not about describing the symtom of the disorder. I just suddenly think of the person that told me about this disorder. Or maybe not suddenly. I have been thinking about her for all day long. Every 5 mins or 10? I wondered what is she doing at this hour. Most probably she is asleep or maybe having a car ride with special one. It's passed twilight, i stared at the screen and at the list as if waiting for some miracles to happen. No many people were here, but that was not so important after all.

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